Grasping

On the 2nd of February 2013

you said you loved me

I said

Goodnight

to your heart

    your hand

                        outstretched

 

right   in   front   of   me

                                            couldn’t grasp it

making toasts

               in your kitchen

where we were

                              your hoodie

and my favourite perfume

talking

about how

                     it all started

when you asked me

about math homework

                                           almost told you

                                            to fuck off

 

lifted me up

scared of hights

jumped off.