Ach witam, witam moje kochane duszyczki! Natknęłam się dzisiaj sprzątając wszechobecny bałagan w moim komputerze na bardzo ciekawy folder o nazwie PORTFOLIO. Wszystkie moje profesjonalnie wykonane zdjęcia z lat modelingu w jednym miejscu – cóż za piękny i poruszający serduszko widok! Od pierwszej sesji, gdzie moje dziecięce rysy sprzedawały kimona do ostatnich sesji przed moim wyjazdem na uniwersytet gdzie z papierosem w dłoni udawałam córkę mafiozy.
I disappeared again for a while. Life got pretty hectic with everything going on at the same time. I guess I yet again got stuck in a loop of trying too hard to make everything perfect instead of just enjoying everything that was going on at the time. I’ve spent time questioning my choices when it comes to work and university and trying to end up with a perfect outcome on every single level of my life and so on.
I have disappeared for a while. For a long while to be fair and I think I am just about ready to be coming back to the blogging scene. Took me quite a long time, however life after you graduate gets rather messy and time occupying. I moved away from the town where I have spent three of the weirdest and most beuatiful years of my life. At first I was over the moon to move to a place where I can easily get a veggie burger at 3a.m. without even leaving the house but then what I didn’t realise at the time was that there won’t be the people around me I’d get that burger with.
Being a student is… time-consuming.I rarely do have some time for myself to just sit down and relax but that’s also on me since I’m a workaholic. For the first time in two weeks, I had a day off and I decided to show you how a typical day off looks like for a journalism and creative writing student. Enjoy!
Bardzo często przez to, że pracuję i studiuję czas na zakupy spożywcze jest bardzo ograniczony. Na szczęście mieszkam bardzo blisko Waitrose więc jak potrzebuję czegoś na szybkie śniadanie czy wieczorną przekąskę zawsze mogę w pięć minut pójść do sklepu – to jednak za często się nie zdarza ze względu na to, że jestem mimo wszystko osobą dość leniwą. Dlatego w lodówce mam zawsze kilka produktów z których w czasach depresji przed deadlinowej mogę wyczarować różne smakowitości!
I had quite a lot of stuff on my mind lately so I decided to go back to some of my all time favourite movies to relax and have some quality me time. There are some movies that even though I’ve seen countless times I still love going back to and I decided to share some of them with you!
Throughout my entire university experience studying journalism and creative writing the one thing I hated more than food in the canteen were workshops. That’s because I’m nit a fan of writing narratives or short stories. I don’t do fiction or thrillers. I write poetry. A lot of poetry actually. And I ended up with a lovely group of people who didn’t really give a toss about poetry.
I have had a lot of things to do for uni lately because it is my final year and the question that was looming over my head for a very long time was how to somehow stretch out the 24 hours we all have during the day because it simply seemed like not enough. Then I found the waking up at 5a.m. challenge on YouTube and decided to try that but with my own spin. Because I usually finish work around 11p.m. waking up earlier than at 6/7a.m. is just impossible I decided to try the 6:30a.m.
This is one of those questions that pops up from time to time and I never really know how to answer. Mainly because the story of me getting into the industry is not a Moss-miracle or a Delevingne-sensation. Probably because I wasn’t discovered, nobody bumped into me blinded by my beauty and skinny ankles or whatever other super skinny body part I posses.
I’m officially 22 now! God, I’m not ready but there are some things I managed to do before hitting that double twos and there are some things I’m actually proud of. Yes, that’s right I’m proud of myself for slowly becoming the woman I always wanted to be. And I’m not afraid to say it out loud or even scream it on a top of a mountain.