Change is something that has been in my life for a really long time and I managed to learn how to embrace the change, or even befriend the change. I moved around a lot as a kid and a teenager. The environment I was in would change and in the beginning it was something I didn’t really like. Nowadays I can’t imagine living my life in any other way. You could say that I have very itchy feet.
Here we are – 2020 has not treated us that well since the beginning and there is not much we can do about it apart from listening to all the guidelines, do’s and do not’s. I work with people and as much as I complain about the society and how people work and do stuff I do miss the times where I could have pointless little conversations with whoever would come in for a pint or two to the bar where I work.
I disappeared again for a while. Life got pretty hectic with everything going on at the same time. I guess I yet again got stuck in a loop of trying too hard to make everything perfect instead of just enjoying everything that was going on at the time. I’ve spent time questioning my choices when it comes to work and university and trying to end up with a perfect outcome on every single level of my life and so on.
I have had a lot of things to do for uni lately because it is my final year and the question that was looming over my head for a very long time was how to somehow stretch out the 24 hours we all have during the day because it simply seemed like not enough. Then I found the waking up at 5a.m. challenge on YouTube and decided to try that but with my own spin. Because I usually finish work around 11p.m. waking up earlier than at 6/7a.m. is just impossible I decided to try the 6:30a.m.
Some students don’t have to work, they get a loan which helps them afford living on their own whilst at uni. Other ones who also got used to eating and sleeping in a cosy bed, have to find a job. Finding a job that you would actually like is pretty hard but not as hard as finding a job where you don’t have to work full-time so that you can afford food, rent and other extra expenses.
Dzień dobry robaczki,
Życie robi mnie w balona przez nadmiar wszystkiego. Dosłownie – wszystkiego. Od września próbuję łapać kilka srok za ogon i czasem mi to wychodzi, niestety kosztem spania i porządnego odżywiania się, bo ani na gotowanie ani na osiem godzin nic nie robienia nie mam czasu.